feeling.

really wierd at the moment, my moods are abit of a rollercoaster. i can see there damage, i just don't stop it. i don't know if i want too. i haven't wrote for ages and ages, just been so busy :(


these chains can't hold
this bridge can't break
these are the words
this is the heart to break

just follow the code
dont stray from the path
its all for you
dont you believe it?

really can't be arsed tonight.
and yeh there off the top of my head.

i'd just like to remind everyone

that everything,
including pictures and lyrics on here
are mine
unless it says in the introduction

art project/ creativity

this is me messing around.
and it helps me with my lyrics and writing,
i might twist it and use it in my layering art project.

1.

my heart, these veins.
those colours, these people
this country, this spirit.
stronger than unity
weaker than betrayl.

2.

i sit here and adore you.
my blessing of day
frail in all your power.
i could destroy you.

3.

dont expose me
its to shameful for eyes
its too far to go back
to hard to go forward
the scars are empty.
leave me, leave me be.

4.

baby's open for business
shes dressed as guilt
and theres no one she cant impress
why don't you come inside?


THIS IS A PREVIEW HOPEFULLY THEY'LL GET BETTER.
I'D LIKE FEEDBACK YEHH?

when i helped jamie out.

these were our off the top of our head idea's
he's really good at deep lines,
so he'd give me the first line and i'd see what i could come up with.

there is a motion beneath the waves
theres my head up in the clouds.
i know this is worth it.
i can feel it in my bones.

my lungs inhale what is of you,
what is of me
will rest rest until
im free of your disease


like abestos and dust.
your far more dangerous.
im falling for you
its becoming contagious

my body and soul broken in two.
unconditionally both sides love all of you
my scars that hide a departure smile
like im perfect and your perfect all the while


THIS WILL GET FINISHED.

i'll tear you apart,
ill rip you to shreds.
i wont stop
till you drop down fucking dead.

its what you and i both deserve.
for bieng this niave.
this isnt out of the blue.
i think you should get out, fucking leave.

why are you crying
i told you from the start i was lying
dont tell me you belived me,
i didnt mean a thing.

neglection.

ive neglected this post.
so im gonna start routinely writing stuff now,
because of my loyal followers, on here and the ones that don't have blogspot.
that keep checking for updates and giving me feedback on msn.

so sorry for the neglect guys!

the endless times, we've been over this.
i would of thought it'd be easier,
the sweaty parms and the lump in my throat.
are the warning signs.

im falling for your vicious lies.
your one liners, and your eyes that make me melt.
i dont get why you cant say the words that would complete me
complete the heart thats set on you.


if im with you, nothing ever need to change.
im blind to your love, addicted to your lust.
its the only thing i ever did trust.
is it okay? or is it just over.
i know im not good enough to keep up with your pace.
the heartbeat thats keeping me on my tip toes.






ill finish this sooon.

random

my heart contains your name,
i dont know how, i just know it does.
i know that it'll be there for a long time to come.
and i know it'll take a long time to be replaced.
and even with replacement, it'll still never be erased.
the carving is to deep to be eroded.

because when i see you,
it all falls into place.
just like your arms around me.
just like the way your hand fits mine,
me finding this song so hard to sing,
this poem so hard to construct,
something to do you justice
to match that face of yours.

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i wish i could complete you
because its what you deserve,
im sitting here wishing,
that i'd be your everything.

but i know im not up to scratch,
the scratch thats so highly set.


this is just genral shit.

reflective

you give, you give, and you keep giving, and all you get in return is it all chucked in your face.
ive come to the conclusion that this is correct 99% of the time. and the 1% is the time when someone bieng generous to you. ive also came to the conclusion that im no longer gonna care about anyone. as the only person in the world you can remotley trust is yourself, and even then you let yourself down. you'd run around the earth for someone, and theres that little doubt in your mind, that you know they'd only run halfway...

lyricccs

im thinking the deepest of thoughts,
im falling like the bricks off broken walls.
with every single lyric i say,
you're getting further away.
im on my last legs.
let me slip and fall into the road.
i love you you need to be told.
before its over.
love is blind but it'd still see your beauty.
its a shame i found out what i knew all along.
because without you im nothing.
its not a farewell because you'll always be there.
in my mind because ill always care.

i love you, you need to be told.
i want to be with you till we grow old.
you've been there at the best of times.
i've always been a warrior,
but times are at the worst.
now lifes just the punisher.
i need something different.
something new.
ill go through whichever doors open.
you've left a stain on my heart.
ill go through whichever door aslong as were not apart.
i love you so much it hurts.
i try to tell you but it chokes my words.

ive never felt so alone at night.
being with you it just felt right
im on my last legs.
i love you and you need to be told.







CHARLIE MESSENGER LIKES THESE!
;)

i got bored.

this maze is the hardest around
one door opens as another ones slammed,
then you realise its the same door you just walked through,

its hard to find reality, as reality happens in my head,
and thats the most unrealistic thing to date.
because im feeling things that are more than real
past memories stay comforting the walls,
as the sholder i used to lean on has walked away

the worlds got bigger and theres always a bright side,
the things i love cant hold me back,
i have the road in mind i just need to read the map
the only thing i know thats right, i have to follow

wrap your arms around my neck,
pull your body into mine,
open your eyes, let go of the past,
the pen hasnt touched the paper
theres nothing to say, except for sweet nothings,
which will repeat in my head for days.




i know these arnt finished.
they was just of the top of my head

introduction

this is simply for rants, and things that are on my mind.
ill probably come across as really pessimistic and a twat.
i write lyrics, im not saying there the best ever, its just my thing its what i do.

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