as if to be accepted you need to sell yourself.

im going to start using this again. although i really should spend as much time on my coursework as i do on all the blogging i do. Im not even sure if anyone reads this, but if one person does, its worth writing.

I had this well weird thought the other day, what if i was the only person left on the earth. the thought proper baffled my mind.

ahah

feeling.

really wierd at the moment, my moods are abit of a rollercoaster. i can see there damage, i just don't stop it. i don't know if i want too. i haven't wrote for ages and ages, just been so busy :(


these chains can't hold
this bridge can't break
these are the words
this is the heart to break

just follow the code
dont stray from the path
its all for you
dont you believe it?

really can't be arsed tonight.
and yeh there off the top of my head.

i'd just like to remind everyone

that everything,
including pictures and lyrics on here
are mine
unless it says in the introduction

art project/ creativity

this is me messing around.
and it helps me with my lyrics and writing,
i might twist it and use it in my layering art project.

1.

my heart, these veins.
those colours, these people
this country, this spirit.
stronger than unity
weaker than betrayl.

2.

i sit here and adore you.
my blessing of day
frail in all your power.
i could destroy you.

3.

dont expose me
its to shameful for eyes
its too far to go back
to hard to go forward
the scars are empty.
leave me, leave me be.

4.

baby's open for business
shes dressed as guilt
and theres no one she cant impress
why don't you come inside?


THIS IS A PREVIEW HOPEFULLY THEY'LL GET BETTER.
I'D LIKE FEEDBACK YEHH?

when i helped jamie out.

these were our off the top of our head idea's
he's really good at deep lines,
so he'd give me the first line and i'd see what i could come up with.

there is a motion beneath the waves
theres my head up in the clouds.
i know this is worth it.
i can feel it in my bones.

my lungs inhale what is of you,
what is of me
will rest rest until
im free of your disease


like abestos and dust.
your far more dangerous.
im falling for you
its becoming contagious

my body and soul broken in two.
unconditionally both sides love all of you
my scars that hide a departure smile
like im perfect and your perfect all the while


THIS WILL GET FINISHED.

i'll tear you apart,
ill rip you to shreds.
i wont stop
till you drop down fucking dead.

its what you and i both deserve.
for bieng this niave.
this isnt out of the blue.
i think you should get out, fucking leave.

why are you crying
i told you from the start i was lying
dont tell me you belived me,
i didnt mean a thing.

neglection.

ive neglected this post.
so im gonna start routinely writing stuff now,
because of my loyal followers, on here and the ones that don't have blogspot.
that keep checking for updates and giving me feedback on msn.

so sorry for the neglect guys!